When will a mom learn??

When will a mom learn when enough is enough??  That is the question I ask you.  I turned 40 this past March and I’ve had my drinking days in my 20’s and 30’s, you would think that once you hit the big 40 that I would know when to stop?? I can’t handle it like I use to.  Hence camping out on the couch for a whole day for sharing way too much wine with the hubby!!  Then your 8 year old puts it into perspective when he says to you while you’re lying in the fetal position, that at least you didn’t drive, because that would be a crime….  You have to smile and hope he remembers that when he’s 21 and legally able to drink.  Your 4 year old brings you ice water while you’re in the bathroom waiting with the porcelain god (just in case), not knowing that water makes you feel more nauseous.  Did I get through the day, yes, will I get through tomorrow, yes.  Did I say what I always said in the past, of course I did, I will never drink again, hahahaha…. Hubby comes home and offers me a beer with a smile on his face, grrrrrrr.  It’s almost midnight and I’m still feeling the effects of my stupidity.  Will I ever drink again, yes, but hopefully I’ll know when to “stop” next time.